My Postpartum Depression Journey

And how the medical system let me down.

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In June 2018 I got that positive test and my life changed. I had a fairly easy pregnancy so I thought time with my new baby would be easy.

February 2019. My beautiful daughter was born. Right away I knew something didn’t feel right. I never wanted to hold her. I remember telling my mom that I felt horrible because…